this year humbled me in ways i never expected. i genuinely thought that by my mid-30s, i would already have things figured out, my life, my career, my emotions, my direction. instead, it felt like i went back to zero. lost. uncertain. struggling to find the same fire that once came so naturally to me.
there were days i had to force myself to stand up not just for me, but for the people who believe in me and depend on me. i questioned my choices, my capability, even my own identity. i carried everything silently, the disappointments, the doubts, the dry tears, the heaviness of every day.
right now, i don’t have a grand realization yet. i am still in the middle of it, still trying to understand everything. but i am holding on to the hope that one day, something will finally click, and when it does, i will find my strength again. i will stand up.
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